I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Monday, April 27, 2009 || 6:49 AM

Heylo readers!!!Hehe...i'm here again to update ma bloggy....hehe...well since yesterdae i'm was on leave...have to attend ma frend wedding at yishun and till todae i'm still on ma off dae since it was ma dae off every mondae....so yeah...nothink to do at home...so mummy asked me out to tagged her along to sheng siong with her to do some shopping groceries and yeah...after a long tyme i didn't eat the porridge at Tim Sum....so yeah i ordered and shared with mummy...hehe...delicious sey!!!hehe...lol...haha...during the shopping thingy....we are rushed out of tyme since mummy wanna make daddy's Sarapan and yeah....mummy fried red bean pau for daddy while i cooked dinner which is the Seafood Spagatthi(Ryte or wrong spelling???)hehe;)so yeah....i was realli hungry....daddy comment was delicious....haha...well3...ma off dae ma...this is the tyme for me to cook for the family....hehe...todae was a bored dae and yeah with the damn hot weather which it makes me difficult to cylip although i did bath before i

cylip.....haiyoyo....tmmrw will be werking 2pm till 9pm every weekdaes and 12pm till 930pm every weekends...haha..mondae off dae...hehe....so yeah werking is tired but so far so gd....erm just get a msg from ma collegue and they said that i count the stock salah...haha...but nvm i will learn from ma mistake and redo it again....haha...
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And yeah...theres some issue that i wanna make things clear to everybody....i was werking as promoter cum sales assistant at John little and Jurong Point....as u all noe that all these while i'm wearing tudong...and yeah...i was still wearing it....and theres somebody asked me this "LOL....Werking cannot wear tudong???"....and yeah for all this is a werking matter and some more that ma boss noe that i'm wearing it...it just that because of werking matter...i just can't simply use it although i have make the request...so here i'm werking nk carik rezeki yg halal ukan nk ukak sane sini jus to show out ma body to people out there dgn sengajer ker aper....even i did tell ma parents before i werk in this company and yeah they understand me...but other than werking once i'm out from ma house i still use it...for me i'm not use to open here and there and i feel weird with wat i'm wearing during ma werking daes....i realli3 feel weird coz i'm not use to it and somemore to the public to serve the customer...i noe wat i'm doing and i'm here jus want to make clear....so that people noe how i feel...thanks!!! :)
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Love is True...
Love is Blind...
Love start with Happiness...
and
End with Hurtful and Pain...
When love start again...
Hope that it will be the Happiness...
which lies in ur hand that will bring the bright side of life
for the future ahead...
Congrats!!!!

Love Me, Leave Me....
MyRa

bz and tired!!!

Thursday, April 23, 2009 || 11:09 AM

heylo readers!!!feeling bored just can't cylip....so yeah jus wanna update...nothink much actualli...hehe....werk so far so gd is just that i'm abit bz since i'm incharge of 4 other brands in the john little outlets...brands such as "MOOCH, HUME, VINCCI and SCHOLL"...including ma brand and i'm doing it all alone and some more we have atrium tmmrw and till this sun...so bbzzzzzzzzzzzzz....haha...freaking tired!!!but fun!!!haha...hey people!!!john little is having sale starting tmmrw....20% off..wuhuuuuu!!!till here then...Missh ma lovies!!!Muaaaakksss!!! ;)

Yours Sincerely,
MyRa

...Songs by Kat Deluna...

Love Me, Leave Me....

The very first day of my life
Was the day that you let me go
And it was a blessing in disguise
Now i see that i'm beautiful
Cause all we ever did was fight
We were so disfunctional
Now i forgotten all the times
And all the days that i was lovin you.

Just like a ghost from my past (he's come back to haunt me)
Saying that you want me back (look at its impossible so...)

Love me, leave me
Cause ive already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain i felt before
If i only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
(if you love me leave me)
If you love me leave me alone

Now there used to be a time

That i woulda taken you back again
But now that i have you out my mind
Now i'm totally independent
So you can save your little lies
Cause i know whats happenin'
Your missin' me but say goodbye now
To all the days i was lovin' you

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

If you really wanna help
Than you should go
Cause i promised myself
I'd let it alone
At the back of the shelf
Cause where i put what we had
I'll never going back, no
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Be Remembered...

Be remembered
Be remembered
Be remembered

Gotta show the world what you got
Pick a place go ahead pick a spot
Waiting for your time to shine
Make it happen now
It's a long way yet to the top
Never see the time if you stop
Close your eyes and roll the dice
For the finer things in life

Don't you wait until it's too late
Don't want to face that heartbreak
No, no one should have to feel that pain
If you're really looking for a new day
To the rythym of your body
Let the music play

And when you want it
Live for the moment
Don't miss your chance to
Be yourself and be remembered
Enjoy the music
Get up and do it
Tonight's the night to
Be yourself and be remembered

Be remembered
Be remembered
Be remembered

See the stars are all in a line
In your favor can see the light
See the fire in your eyes
Don't you blink it just might die
Motivate yourself come with it
Make yourself live for a minute
Hope you find a paradise
It's your destiny tonight

Don't you wait until it's too late
Don't want to face that heartbreak
No, no one should have to feel that pain
If you're really looking for a new day
To the rythym of your body
Let the music play

And when you want it
Live for the moment
Don't miss your chance to
Be yourself and be remembered
Enjoy the music
Get up and do it
Tonight's the night to
Be yourself and be remembered

Tyme Flies so fast enough....

Monday, April 20, 2009 || 9:10 AM

Storeroom

Brand (BeMe)

Heylo readers!!!i'm jus here to update ma blog since i just can cylip since the whether is freaking hot in here..haiyoyo!!!cannot tahan la sey...hurhur...how i wish i have a air-con in ma room..lol..haha...i just can't cylip and i'm hungry ryte now...haha...eating is ma hobby...myra is boncet alrdy and i have gain weight...lyke duh!!!hurhur..well tmmrw will be werking for 11 hours since Big BOSS of John Little wanna come down and c the new renovation for the shop...heh...so yeah i must be prepared..starting from 9am till 8pm...conferm penat giler nyer!!!well maner nyer kerjer tak penat kan...thats how people carik rezeki...hehe...so yeah todae went for a shopping spree with mummy and i spend alot on clothes and flatz from COTTON ON and also ALANO...enjoyzing ma dae with mummy and mummy treat KFC...WUHuu!!!Long tyme bever eat KFC and i'm craving for Chickens...yum2...delicious!!!hehe...okie now i'm craving for DOUBLE CHOCOLATE..shd get it one dae!!!hurhur...anw to all ma darlinks...i have receive the invitation card and result slip....so yeah i'm conferm not going but will be going to take the certs at our school itself between the stated date...from 27 July till 31 May...Hope that u guys are free on certain dae so that we can meet up sygs!!!hehe...hope to c u guys soon bebeh!!!Muaaaakkksss!!!Saaaalllaaaaammmzzzz!!!

eyRa eyDoRa

werking life

Sunday, April 19, 2009 || 11:54 AM

heylo readers!!!it has been awhile and ma blog will get dusty soon i guess...wanna noe why??haha...werking..werking...and werking is wat i do now...no life...freaking tired ley!!!haiyoyo!!!Bisa maty gue!!!haha...lol..mcm phm...but so far so gd...i make new frends here and there and i was lucky to be transfered to a nearer place to save transporting expenses and yeah i quite happy with ma job ryte now...i guess i stick with this job temporary while i get the new job of admin...hehe..yeah...so tmmrw is Mondae..Mondae Blues!!!haha...tmmrw i'm off and will be going to shopping spree with mummy...anw few months later i will not leave at teck whye anymore i guess....well this house will be taken by the HDB soon..so yeah in the process to shift to a new house at Boon Lay...hurhur...Anw to all readers pls drop by ma taggy so that i can relink you guys since all ma linkies has been deleted suddenly...so yeah...pls do tag me ur linkies so that i can relink u guys back...Okie till here then..tata...Muaaasksss!!!

*Thanks for making me look lyke a dumb-asshole in urlife!!!!but yet i noe the answer coz i'm not stupid...

Move On....

eyRa eyDoRa

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 || 9:21 AM

Halo everyone...todae is ma off dae...bored sia sit at home...heh;)will be working tmmrw and thursdae...not sure for the rest of the daes...haha...so yeah here are nice songs to hear and are dedicated to all ma love ones...especially ma bebeh of ISE!!!hehehe...Shd meet u guys one dae for another outing kays if everybody are free...hehe....Mish u guys so muchies!!!hehe...till here then...tk cr people...Muaksssss!!!!

You're the direction I follow

To get home
When I feel like I can't go on
You tell me to go

And it's like I can't feel a thing
Without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
Cause you have that affect on me
You do

Chorus :
Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now
And no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side

Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me
I love you Harder so

Chorus:
Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

So please give me your hands
So please give me a lesson on how to steal
Steal a heart as fast as you stole mine
As you stole mine, yeah

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But i'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

So please give me your hands
So please just take my hand

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Me, Myself and I

mYRa

Alhamdullilah...

Monday, April 13, 2009 || 10:39 AM

Heylo readers!!!yoyoyo....wassupman!!!heh:)...well i was sucessfully employed as sales assistant in BeMe Shoe shop at Yishun,NorthPoint...Thank god and alhamdullilah that i get these job as for the temporary while i get the permanent job as an Admin Assistant...yesterdae was ma first dae of ma working dae as in training...just a training but not yet confirm whether i will be employed...i got these feeling that i scared that they can't accept me...and some more i'm working with the big boss yesterdae...haha...although i didnt noe how they observed me, but the boss asked me to come again todae without telling me whether i was qualified for these job...so far so gd...they teach me here and there which makes me easy to understand...so far ma boss is understanding,kind and such a nice person to work with...at he did treat the staff Old Chang Kee...which initially i was joking that i'm hungry(tapy padahal mmg lapar pon...heh;))The story starts when he asked me whether the environment is it cold???and i did replied"a bit la....so cold can make me go hungry u noe..."....he did asked me to go makan and i said"why???u wanna blaja me uh???he says..."come come...u go old chang kee and buy some food"...i was lyke..."no la..i was joking onli"....atlast he forced me to buy some food to eat...paiseh la sey...heh;)Anw thanks so much BOSS...appreciated loads!!!...hehe...so yeah it was nice to work with them and todae was ma 2nd dae of working...there not much customer anw....so yeah todae i worked with the supervisor...almost all the people there are nice and friendly...Hope that i can work with them till i get a new permanent job in Admin Assistant....Insyallah....

MyRa

Job Hunting

Friday, April 10, 2009 || 1:54 AM

Heylo readers!!!yesterdae went for job hunting with ma frend FaD...we meet up at Yishun, northPoint to went for the interview for the part-tyme job at BeMe...recommended by ma frend Khatijah...at first i think twice but i jus give a shot...went for interview and i also tried Polar puff for the tyme being since its hard to fyne job as admin assistant...wanna noe wat???i did sent ma resume to alot of companies and none of them replied!!!Siak btol...punyer la permalas!!!Hahaha...Mcm phm ehk...hehe...so yeah at last i have decided to approach an agency at CDC to help me find a job under Admin Assistant but i need to fyne one myself too...cannot only depend on them...well they consult me to further ma studies...not only to stay where i am...need to upgrade maself and ma skills...so that it is easier to find a job if i do have higher certs like...Diploma or a degree...heh:)...well ma otak is realli3 karat...maybe if i have ma assets i can go for private....still considering...but i have too myabe because of ma future ahd...well we cant predict how it would be lyke...i'm freaking bored sia sitting at home...lol...heh;)...well todae is Holidae but i still staying at home....Like duh!!!BORED GILER!!!Haizzzzzzzz......
I hope that i can a part-tyme job a.s.a.p...Insyallah....Aminnnn!!!hehe;)

Loads of Love...
MyRa

Plain Dae...

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 || 4:34 AM

Your beautiful eyes

Stare right into my eyes

and sometimes

I think of you late at night

I don't know why

i want to be somewhere where you are

I wnt to be where...

[CHORUS:]

You're here, You're eyes are looking into mine

So baby, make me fly

My heart has never felt this way before

I'm looking through your

I'm looking through your eyes

I wake up, I'm alive

In only a little while..I cry

Cause you're my lullaby

SO baby come hold me tight cause

I want to be everything you need

I want to be where...

[REPEAT CHORUS]

Just as long as you're mine

I'll be you're everything tonight

Let me love you, kiss you

Oh baby let me miss you

Let me see your

Dream about

Dream about your eyes

Eyes, Eyes...Beautiful eyes

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I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car

He’s got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel

The other on my heartI look around, turn the radio down

He says baby is something wrong?

I say nothing I was just thinking how we don’t have a songAnd he says…

[Chorus:]

Our song is the slamming screen door,Sneakin’ out late, tapping on your window

When we’re on the phone and you talk real slow

Cause it’s late and your mama don’t know

Our song is the way you laugh

The first date “man, I didn’t kiss her, and I should have”

And when I got home … before I said amen

Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day

Had gone all wrong and been trampled on

And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin’ bed

I almost didn’t notice all the roses

And the note that said…

[Repeat Chorus]

I’ve heard every album, listened to the radio

Waited for something to come along

That was as good as our song…

Cause our song is the slamming screen door

Sneaking out late, tapping on his window

When we’re on the phone and he talks real slow

Cause it’s late and his mama don’t know

Our song is the way he laughs

The first date “man, I didn’t kiss him, and I should have”

And when I got home, before I said amen

Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone

In the front seat of his carI grabbed a pen and an old napkin

And I… wrote down our song

Random

Monday, April 6, 2009 || 11:08 PM

Wishing to go there some day....

Nice Movie to watch...

Sitting at home lyke nobody business makes me damn bored!!!

Not werking means no Money!!!Broke!!!Wanna find a job but still no money and thinking
how am i can solve these problem myself...hurhur...okie for the tyme being i jus go out since
i have to be a babysitter for a week looking after ma first niece since she had to stay at ma house for a week...anw to ma 2nd nieceIffa,hope she get well sn coz she was infected with HFMD..pity u..be strong baby!!!i love u loads!!!...hmmm...like a mother to her coz everything i have to handle....haha....so yeah...i think for this week i cant go out...out jus to send and take ma niece from school...for the tyme being stay at home or maybe thinking of werking at ma previous werk place but as Sales Assistant at JOOP Boutique...considering...i jus cant sit at home...nothink can be done...unless i solve this a.s.a.p....hmmm...

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Left with werd unsaid...

u always come & go in ma dreams

Please go away

Let me have a peace in mind...

Still counting on...

Loads of Love,

EyRa

BBQ-ing

Friday, April 3, 2009 || 10:16 AM

Had a BBQ gathering with ma Sec Sch mates at ECP jus now...its glad to meet them once again...and yeah i bake a chocolate cake plus walnuts in it and it was last min thingy that i did that...heh...so meet Fyda at 4pm and went straight to ECP by bus from wdlds...It was fun,enjoyable and im glad to meet them once again..i think we shd make such gathering again but maybe to other place...Bowling,karaoke ker...conferm syiok...haha...Home Sweet Home By 9plus...Well till here then...the pictures above will do the talking yor!!!;)

Looking Forward for Labour Dae!!!

The Bacen's

MyERa

Thursday, April 2, 2009 || 10:25 AM

Heylo readers!!!i'm back again to update ma blogger!!!yeah!!!heh;)Well for todae i wake up earlie and spring cleaning the house and babysit ma niece at a moment and i was hunting for job todae...11plus off meet Fad at yishun and we headed to Toa Payoh...Wanting to look for a job as Admin at HDB...But then they asked us to send our resume tru online...in the morning i did buy a straits Times...so that i can flip tru...heh;)all need resume now...and especially high qualifications!!!Haiyoyo...we lepak-ing and ask Zyma our Nitec frend to tag along...it was fun..loads of stories to be told...haha..yoha...and now for me dont ask y i quit ma job la ehk..wanna noe ask me personally kays!!!thanks....heh;)
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EyRa,FaD,ZyMa
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Below are the pictures for the last tues on 31st April 2009
it was a last min planning that we are out to VIVO,
jalan2 and Lepak-ing...as usual each of us bring our own food and shared
among others....save money ley...tapy kan...atlast i also bought
instant cup noodles...lapar la kater kn..heh;p..well i jus bought a cake
that i make for ma dad bdae...so yeah ma stomach sae its not enough
and i need more food..heh;Ohaha...well thanks to fisa coz she bought for me which i did kirim
her to be bought from 7-eleven since she was on the way to our plc...eat and eat...full and full
BURP!!!!!!!ALHAMDULLILLAH!!!
oFF we go to level one and take pictures many2 and Home Sweet Home
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Results are outs!!!i did a improvement yeah!!!Alhamdullilah
Here they are:
Office Application - Air
Human Resource - Batu
Public Relations - Campor
GPA - 3.000

I Miss U Ma LOve!!!!

Looking Forward for tmmrw's
gathering with
ma sec sch mates
after 3 years separated...

EyRaeDoRa